today is another tough day. for the past 2 over weeks i have been waking up at ard 6 plus to hand feed my toff. but today i woke up at 8. honestly,i would rather wake up at 6 and still see my little boy. - the afternoon was extremely tough as i sat in the living room. all i recalled was how i carried him till his last moments. and when i refilled the girls' hay,i always would refill his first and he would eat finish so fast. and how when i have my lunch,he would always come out to eat his "lunch" too. all i have now is the urn of his cremated body. my little boy's body................i'm still very sad..... -- the last moment i had with my little boy was like in a movie,where the lead actor would hold someone he loves so much in his arms, begging her not to leave him. that was exactly how i felt yesterday.
my name is Melissa
i am 20 this year.god...
i like to wonder my bed is so comfortable .
but i don't like to lie down the whole day ,
but i can listen to songs all day.trust me.
and i really love my daddy god.
My Desires and Wants
I WANT
a photography camera,
to hug synyster gates,
to see my fav bands someday,
and money,
and endless CDs,
and more rest time!zzzzz
and go to US one day,
tour the world,
adopt all the animals in the world,
have lots of fun,
have a porsche,
or a mazda,
be a successful illustrator,
and...ok,i am not that greedy.
oh and more bolsters!