today felt like a sunday,which is pretty boring.
maybe it's because i was spending my hrs doing inds today,while normally i only do so on a sunday,after church. :D
so there wasn't any plans today for me,i thought i had youth service,but turns out,it's next week!
today was amazing spiritually.when my family was going out,i suddenly had this very uneasy feeling inside me.i didnt know why,so i remembered reading a daily devotion saying that when we got that feeling,just pray in the holy spirit.
so i started praying in tongues.after praying for a few mins,the feeling was still there,so i decided to cover my eyes,and pray for about 5 mins or so.
and as i pray,i started to feel the peace inside me,and the uneasy feeling was going away.
how awesome is my god right.i should start praying in tongues regularly.
anyway,my parents and sis came home,and sis wanted to go vivo to do some shopping.so i decided to go with her.
singapore is really a small place i guessed because i met marvin,desmond and min hua over there.
haha,for desmond and min hua,it was kinda funny.i was walking with my sis,when i suddenly feel like there are 2 guys in front of me,looking and smiling...until i took a closer look and saw them.
anyway,i hope my dad's pissy mood goes away asap.poor mom always have to take his grumbles and whines.
i love my dad,but lets just face it,there are some parts of him which are a total turn off.
for me,if my future husband does that,i will just tell him to fuck off. i cant stand a guy whining in my ears.
I am living to make your name high!
monday i said how great it would be to spend a day with my close friend.
and today,i did so again! how awesome right!
met up with candy today after school to go out.had an yum meal at aijisan (however you spell that) at tiong bahru plaza.
being at tiong bahru brings back a lot of memories of secondary school days,how it was THE hang out place for us after school when we dont wish to go home that early.
secondary school was awesome.i wouldn't trade anything for those memories.
after that,we went to raffles city to shop.and after shopping in circles for many times,chatting away,we went to citylink,and i bought THE FINAL RIOT! hahaha,yeah,didnt expect the dvd to come out that fast.a7x's live in lbc took like forever.
but anyway,yeah,then we head back to raffles city to buy sushi and eat.and we decided to call it a day and head home.
it was really fun.looking forward to christmas gathering or anytime to spend it with close friends.
anyway,i think i'm getting really blur.
turns out tomorrow there isn't YOUTH SERVICE! i got the date wrong.no wonder no one text me about it.
i thought there was,argh....i organised my week ahead very neatly already.like the jeans i wanna wear for certain occasions. :D
yeah.i do plan my jeans.certain jeans are for certain outings.
guess this time,i have to revise my plan again.damn.
yeah,i should be doing inds.but let me just get this done with first.i need to get the quirky thing out of my system.
anyway,going back to watch THE FINAL RIOT!
I am living to make your name high!
so i'm in the whole paramore's decode addiction.
this is the period of time where i practically listen to nothing else except decode.
yeah...and the video is making me like robert pattinson a little more.
but sadly,not the movie.
when i see twilight,i see the covanent,and trust me,the latter is pretty much a waste of my money.
but i know,they're totally different,so tch have been trying to convince me to watch it as a x'mas celebration movie.
x'mas isn't about vampires.it's about....things that aren't vampires.
I am living to make your name high!
i was tempted to get an ipod touch yesterday with all the cheap deals shouting around in class.
but i thought that since i've been surviving on my mp3 these past few years,i figured that that's all i need.
but the thought of getting to watch a video is very tempting.
like all the a7x and paramore videos. :D
the movie twilight reminds me of the covanent.the color,setting,and the people.
and now whenever i watch paramore and see ZAC,i see dar too.
shit.
I am living to make your name high!
i love jeremy's shaved head.he looks absolutely awesome in that haircut.
totally hooked onto decode,and have been spreading the awesomeness.
whenever i see zac,i will think of dar.and it's making me laugh.
but zac is such a sweetheart.
I am living to make your name high!
today was really really really fun.
i had an awesome awesome time catching up with candy during her 2 hours lunch break.
it was just so fun catching up with a close friend.
how i wished she didnt have lessons after that and that we can just talk and talk and talk.
but anyway,she had to go lessons,and i went to take a bus home.
and i met daryl on the bus.hahha.i told i saw wrongly.
guessed he's done with his submission.to think i just saw him yesterday for church.
anyway,though i am worried about inds presentation,and the harsh questions the lecturers might ask,i shan't be bothered about this right now.
as my pastor said,god doesnt want us to be afraid about tomorrow for he has enough grace for us.
kinda wish i felt this way everyday.
I am living to make your name high!
had an wonderful time this weekend.
church service today was amazing.though my specs was making my head really pained.
but dinner was lovely.
had a wonderful time with the guys.
i think certain guys,look exceptionally good in bling earrings.
I am living to make your name high!
as it turns out,the one who stood up was me.i felt so bad but i was just too lazy and tired.
so sorry guys,so that meant that i didnt meet the new guitarist today.i dont even know if he went too.
but anyway,my bro told me earlier on that i wouldn't need to move up to yswa caregrp immediately.i got 6 months to do so.so that meant that i still got around 6 months to be with my present caregrp which is awesome!
but i shan't think of the future just yet.my current projects on hand are taking a toll on my mind.and some other personal issues.
let's not talk about bothering issues.recently i watched good charlotte's the river video.
and it brought back so many memories,seeing m.shadows and synyster gates.frankly,syn didnt look quite like himself under those lightings.but i love matt's husky voice.and to gc,of course the collaboration went well,it's avenged dude.
I am living to make your name high!
i'm not mad.apparently our convo did continue after awesome.and SHIR.I GOT SOMETHING FUNNY!
it's about mr al al.you have a rival!!!!and she's....let's just say experienced.
:D
I am living to make your name high!
today is just amazing,experiencing how when i simply just put my trust in god,things will turn for the better.guessed i really needed sat's arrow service to just relax without any worries.
but anyway,i love it when shir talks about mr al al.she's like a total stalker.which is really funny. :DDDD
anyway since sat when i heard casting crowns who am i.i've been hooked onto it.it's such a lovely song.the lyrics just says everything.there are times when you ask yourself who are you on this big world.and what is your calling.but the song just says it all.below is just a sneaky peeky.
Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am living to make your name high!
i dont want to go to school in like fucking 6 hrs or so.
so damn bored.i wont say i hate inds,since i am doing it by grace,but it has taken a toll on me.
i dread it.i cant wait for tml afternoon.
but if i can turn back time,i would want to just stay at sat's praise and worship arrow service.
i love it!
but i cant turn back time,so i shall live with it.
anyway,mike,finally bear to come back.
get your arsehole back here.
I am living to make your name high!
yesterday was a great day,though it did not start all that well for me.
had to go and do the open house thingy for parents,i mean i'm fine with it,but it was a little boring.like i stand there,and the only ones who really go and look around are the students from other courses.but that's for the morning session,so i aint sure about the afternoon one.
but anyway,i left early,had to rush down to church to serve.yesterday pre-services were organised by the poly custer!!
so for the last 2 weeks we have been preparing for yesterday's event!
i was an illustrator,who drew others' portraits,so it was pretty nerve wrecking since it's my first time doing so.but i did it by grace.and soon,it was done.
i only managed to draw one portrait,and passed it on to my bro to handle the other one.but anyway,it was really fun! and what was nice was all the poly custer was wearing the same tee.THE POLY CUSTER TEE!!!!awesome!
but yesterday service was SERIOUSLY GOOD!
praise and worship was AMAZING!they sang all the songs which i really love.like lord of all,i'm not ashame,my future's decided, and so on.plus it's good to see alwin there.
pastor lian was really funny too,and i really got my portion.
after the service,we had to pack up all the decorations,and me and bro went to meet my family for a blessed dinner!
and my parents bought me a really nice watch!!!!
what was sweet was that they knew exactly when i see in a watch.like the colors,and the size of the watch.so thankful.
I am living to make your name high!
yesterday was fun.
went for grad photoshoot,never done such a big photoshoot before.
and never have i seen such a huge mountain of fries.yummy.but when it turned cold and hard,it wasnt that yummy anymore.
but what was my role in the photoshoot?
i am a SEVENFOLDIST.
awesome!
but going back home wasn't that awesome,we overshot our bus stop to the mrt,and had to ran for like 2 stops to the mrt.freaking tired.
and i didnt know why but i couldnt run that fast,as i did during the a7x concert.
i rmb running like a mad girl towards the stage during the concert,but for yesterday,i couldnt.maybe its the shoes,or the heavy shoulder bag.
but finally made it to catch the last train.
when i got home,i was sooo tired.kinda reminded me of the time when i got home for a7x's concert,only that time,i was tired and PAIN.
but this time,i am just tired.hahah.
okay,so my mind suddenly thought of inds,guess i only need to twitch yami's logo by a little bit.trusting in grace that i can finalise it soon.
for now,my mind needs to relax.
I am living to make your name high!
caregrp yesterday was really awesome.
that's what i call a true fellowship.but thankfully i went because i was really considering if i should go,because i dont like waiting till 5,when my lessons end at 12.
but i made it till 5,and went to fc 2 to meet them.
had dinner,and was just chatting with charis about her grad show.apparently she was the emcee for the grad show,which was held at the national library.hahaha.
back then,i didnt know her yet.but she was telling me a lot of funny stuffs for her grad show.and how the DID's grad book is so much different from dcmd's one.
but anyway,she's an awesome caregrp leader.if next year i move up to YSWA,i would kinda sad because i will miss my current caregrp.
so that's one of the reasons why i dont want graduation to come that fast.
but anyway,amanda came yesterday!!!it's been soooo long since i last saw her before ytd.hopefully she makes it to nov 15's arrow!
will be serving in church for the DARE and ARROW ministry!
that day will be a busy day,with the SP open house thingy in the morning and church in the afternoon.but i am really looking forward to serve in church.
anyway,stopping here.i wonder how mike is doing.if you are reading this,tch wants you back in singapore asap!!!
going to the pet show later at expo!AWESOME!!!hello cute lovely lovely!!
I am living to make your name high!
a much needed motivation.
especially when i'm in school.
I am living to make your name high!
goodbye dumbass!
i must explain,in this context,dumbass refers to mike.and it's not something bad or what,just that it really describes him perfectly.agreed upon with shir.
anyway,yesterday was pretty fun,went to help out productions for church.
i drew a bee for them.easy task,but the cutting of the cardboard isn't that easy.tough.
joshua said i did a fabulous job with the bee. :D
saw jia wei eat the oyster mee sua from shilin stall.looks yummy.but they didnt give that many oysters.
and to shir,regarding the tag about my psycho (you spelled it wrongly girl!), i dont even have to psycho my child,he/she will understand automatically why a7x rocks!
hahahha,i love tch.
I am living to make your name high!
today was a fun day.
it's been a while since i last sat down and had a good time chatting and listening to others' experiences.and of course some gossips here and there.
it was supposed to be an events meeting,but talking is way more fun.
we shared about our future plans.like marriage,children.
for me,my children can like heavymetal,just dont worship the songs.
i want them to get to know how great our god is.
if they want tattoo,i'm fine with it.just don't go overboard.no weird implants.
for marriage,i don't know.it would be awesome if my husband loves the same music as i do. *hear that daddy god! SAME MUSIC TASTE!*
oh,and also today's mos burger was yummy,but their fish burger is getting smaller.my mouth so big,can finish it within a few bites.
and i think i saw auntie jessie,i used to work with her at PS.now she transfered to west mall.she is still so fierce.
I am living to make your name high!
i won't deny that it's my decision.and i never once said it was yours.
but i'll never allow myself to commit to something which i'm not ready for.
and let alone you.
the reason is so clear.once bitten twice shy.
that's why until then,it's always going to be complicated.
lets not be worrywarts because things are so fine right now.
at least i'm really happy.
I am living to make your name high!
I GOT A METALHEAD PIG!my bearbear is a metalhead.and i am not joking.
and what's best is that she is a SEVENFOLDIST.
whenever a7x's videos get played on mtv,she will always perk up and face the tv.
be it on my lap,or in her little cage,when her big one is being washed.
and she is like me,able to sleep even with heavymetal music.
once i was playing slipknot's psychosocial.she just perk up and went straight back to sleep.she had this " CHEY I THOUGHT WHAT HAPPENED..." attitude.
and i like that.
i promised her that i will carry her when i watch the A7X LIVE IN LBC DVD on the tv.
these days i have been watching it on my com.and it's making me recall the concert they had in singapore.
awesome.
and today's ARROW service and pre-service.
awesome and funny.i got my portion.praise lord.
I am living to make your name high!
