i did my journal by faith.praise lord! anyway,yesterday,i was feeling really sad deep inside. i really really wanted to go to church service yesterday,but i couldnt. and i felt really sad because i have been waiting for arrow service to come.and partly because for the next arrow service,i will in thailand.so that means that i have to wait for 3 weeks before my next arrow service.
so i was really sad and stressed up.because going to church is the only most effective way of me letting go of all my stressed.when you are in the house of god, no devil can condemn you. i texted my bro and charis that i wont be attending and that i was really upset. my bro texted me saying that even though i cant go,i wont be shortchanged.and that jesus will always be with me.and that he will share with me about the service.
you guys must be wondering what's arrow service? well,it's the youth service for our church.so the topics pastor benjamin talks about are really personal and could happen in our lives daily.so you could really relate to it.
well,after reading my bro's msg,i instanteously felt really cheered up.praise lord for my beloved bro.charis was really sweet too. and i think jesus is just so amazing.because even though i couldnt go to church,i had an awesome time with my friends,yinzhen,wang yi and apb. haha.yea....i totally didnt feel sad anymore.and i had so much fun listening to apb and his funny stories.really blessed for such awesome friends. having such awesome friends just shows me just how great my god is. anyway,yea,so it's really funny and i had a good meal.love the chicken.
well,after dinner and a little walking ard,went to marina square to meet my family. and saw the caregrp there,sort of expected it since we always go eat at marina square to eat.haah.i find the way desmond waved at me really funny.he was so secretive.haha...
well,today,cant go church,need to chiong eds.but my bro bought pastor joshua sermon.so i can listen!! i love that sermon!
anyway,i have a feeling my time of the month is going to come during thailand trip.shoots.no.
my name is Melissa
i am 20 this year.god...
i like to wonder my bed is so comfortable .
but i don't like to lie down the whole day ,
but i can listen to songs all day.trust me.
and i really love my daddy god.
My Desires and Wants
I WANT
a photography camera,
to hug synyster gates,
to see my fav bands someday,
and money,
and endless CDs,
and more rest time!zzzzz
and go to US one day,
tour the world,
adopt all the animals in the world,
have lots of fun,
have a porsche,
or a mazda,
be a successful illustrator,
and...ok,i am not that greedy.
oh and more bolsters!