thanks guys.i feel a whole lot better. didnt feel that depressed anymore since it's a total retard thing to do. i'll just take things as they come after all i leave it in jesus's hands. he'll know what's best for me.if things happen,then i'll take it.if it doesnt,then so be it. i saw yong ling recently and omg...........i wonder why and i wonder how in the world did i used to like him.i mean.....right now,he's all beng-ish.not to sound insulting.
and eci....not easy...not fast.went to school,thought i would be home by 4 plus.guessed what....7...still in school.wow.but eci is good.i mean it's kinda fun.
my name is Melissa
i am 20 this year.god...
i like to wonder my bed is so comfortable .
but i don't like to lie down the whole day ,
but i can listen to songs all day.trust me.
and i really love my daddy god.
My Desires and Wants
I WANT
a photography camera,
to hug synyster gates,
to see my fav bands someday,
and money,
and endless CDs,
and more rest time!zzzzz
and go to US one day,
tour the world,
adopt all the animals in the world,
have lots of fun,
have a porsche,
or a mazda,
be a successful illustrator,
and...ok,i am not that greedy.
oh and more bolsters!