Honour your parents and have a long life. something which i took away from today's caregroup. basically,today what i learnt is how to appreciate my family and how to experience and share god's love with them,even though they are non-believers.
when charis was talking about what i appreciate about my mom or dad.i was thinking about it. and i realised that for my mom esp,she takes in the crap and shit which i give her almost every single day. when i am in a bad mood,she's always a victim for my tantrums. and we sometimes argue because of that. at times when i am stressed out,i will be so cranky and hostile. but she didnt give up on me.she didnt stop taking care of me. so i really really appreciate that. and i love her lots.everytime i argued with her,the nasty things i said,i will always take them back. to my dad,he shows his love and care in another method. i experienced that when i was in hospital.though it was years ago,i still remembered how he stayed over to look after me. that period of time showed me how much my family love me.
charis asked if there was ever a time when i felt like changing my family. nothing that i can rmb.but no...i love my family a lot. i also learnt to share the love and not just know the love. head knowledge is different from heart knowledge.
well,today's was the last day of my eci module. thank lord for letting it be successful. and the little things i prayed for,thanks for fulfilling! i bought a cross necklace from the competitors,DDM.hahaha..not competitors lah... *pics of plushie to be posted soon
my name is Melissa
i am 20 this year.god...
i like to wonder my bed is so comfortable .
but i don't like to lie down the whole day ,
but i can listen to songs all day.trust me.
and i really love my daddy god.
My Desires and Wants
I WANT
a photography camera,
to hug synyster gates,
to see my fav bands someday,
and money,
and endless CDs,
and more rest time!zzzzz
and go to US one day,
tour the world,
adopt all the animals in the world,
have lots of fun,
have a porsche,
or a mazda,
be a successful illustrator,
and...ok,i am not that greedy.
oh and more bolsters!