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Sunday, January 27, 2008


goodbye quite long hair [according to me,it's long] and hello short short hair.
my hair is shorter than expected but i like it.
went to another saloon today as recommended by my mom.
i told the guy that i wanted layer but he said i shouldnt do that since my hair is not a lot.
so he said i should try a bob.so i decided to and plus i was a little sleepy,having waited for sometime already,so i think i agreed to it quite readily as i just wanted to cut my hair.
he said he wanted to cut fringe,but i dont want,so he said that the front part will be slightly shorter but it aint really a fringe.thank god.never will i try a fringe man.

anyway,after the haircut,i had my hair washed since i was heading out after that.
the hair wash was good.the shampoo had this nice smell.
anyway,overall,i paid 22 bucks for my haircut plus wash.and i am satisfied with it.at least my hair is short now.

haha.i think the fear inside me has slowly disappeared.i talked about it and i realised the more i opened up,the better i felt.

well,the fear i was talking about was how unpredictable life is.
having heard the news of heath ledger's death really hit me pretty hard about how life can be so fragile.

in my mind,a lot of things were racing through.
i kept picturing all those people who passed on suddenly.they probably had plans for the next day.like for heath ledger,i kept wondering when he was taking the pills,did he for a second, think twice if he should take them.because if he did and decided not to take them,things could have change totally.

but i guessed what happened has already happened.i cant turn back time.
so during the past few days,i was scared about what more bad or sad things are going to happen and how they are going to affect me.

i thought it was silly that i was kinda affected by the death of heath ledger.but my friends said that it aint silly at all.
at least i got to address that fear inside me.

i guess life is going to be unpredictable no matter how much i control it.but with the right mindset,i think how i look at life would be more optimistic.
so i feel good.
going out today made me more happy.
anyway,i just wanna say thank you to candy,mike,ryan and shirley for giving me encouragement through this tough time.

i think right now,i want a bag and a pair of shades,just for the heck of it.
to heath ledger,at least you act in one awesome movie before you left.
JOKER.

Beloved Mecoco


I am living to make your name high!


Random Facts.
my name is Melissa
i am 20 this year.god...
i like to wonder my bed is so comfortable .
but i don't like to lie down the whole day ,
but i can listen to songs all day.trust me. and i really love my daddy god.

My Desires and Wants

I WANT
a photography camera,
to hug synyster gates,
to see my fav bands someday,
and money,
and endless CDs,
and more rest time!zzzzz
and go to US one day,
tour the world,
adopt all the animals in the world,
have lots of fun,
have a porsche,
or a mazda,
be a successful illustrator,
and...ok,i am not that greedy.
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