don know why these few days feel so troubled.i think now that i am very busy,little things tend to stay in my attention for a long time. recently i asked someone,whom i barely know to help me with something.(*name not disclosed because it was already disclosed in earlier posts.hee...) well,i just wanted him to answer a very simple question but he didnt.it is very simple!!but he didnt...damn him lah...only he can tell me the answer...haiz...i don want to tell what it is about coz it is rather personal...but then it is very simple...i am asking a lot of things...one question,that's all.
and because of this,i am very angry with him.but sometimes when i reflect on this,i know that this is not something i should be angry about.in fact,i shouldnt feel so angry for so long...so i don know why.i feel that i am very weird...haiz...i feel so blank...so blank that minor things like this makes me so mad!!!
i'm still angry with him...but i am trying to calm myself down.but everytime i think of that,i will be angry all over again.
my name is Melissa
i am 20 this year.god...
i like to wonder my bed is so comfortable .
but i don't like to lie down the whole day ,
but i can listen to songs all day.trust me.
and i really love my daddy god.
My Desires and Wants
I WANT
a photography camera,
to hug synyster gates,
to see my fav bands someday,
and money,
and endless CDs,
and more rest time!zzzzz
and go to US one day,
tour the world,
adopt all the animals in the world,
have lots of fun,
have a porsche,
or a mazda,
be a successful illustrator,
and...ok,i am not that greedy.
oh and more bolsters!