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Friday, December 08, 2006


sometimes i wonder what is so great about love.my parents had a rough fight today and my mom seem to be wanting to leave my dad.it is really sad.in mind,i cant help but to wonder what if this really comes true.i prayed to God immediately.i really don wish to see my parents separate.this isnt the first time they said it but to me everytime they mentioned this,it is serious.i cried.

that was when i wondered why is love so great?it is so cruel.one moment,it lets you feel you are the happiest person in the world and the next moment,you feel you sucked the worst. i stopped liking someone since i was sec4.it has been close to 2 years.the last crush i had was something so foolish.

ever since then,i felt that relationships are such a bother.liking someone is such a pain in the neck.it takes up your mind,time,attention and sometimes tears.what do you get?nothing.moments of so called happiness.
i know it is hard to say now,because maybe years later,i might be one those girls who pursue love so badly.but i know for sure now,it is none of my concerns,my friend told me that she hopes to get a bf.in my heart,i was like WHAT THE HELL.i am hoping for world peace,blessing and she is hoping for love??i just dont get it.i seriously dont.

i cant help but to feel so sad.my parents saying those things to each others.sometimes i wish i was older,or maybe i was the oldest so i know what to do.my sis,she seem so oblivious,and that is hurting in some way.my family is not say the most peaceful family,where all seem fine.but we certainly had our fun times.haiz.....to me if my bf said that,i would break up immediately but i want my parents to preach what i said.

so lastly,i just want to say that my family is not perfect,i dont know what will happen next.

God...[praying]

Beloved Mecoco


I am living to make your name high!


Random Facts.
my name is Melissa
i am 20 this year.god...
i like to wonder my bed is so comfortable .
but i don't like to lie down the whole day ,
but i can listen to songs all day.trust me. and i really love my daddy god.

My Desires and Wants

I WANT
a photography camera,
to hug synyster gates,
to see my fav bands someday,
and money,
and endless CDs,
and more rest time!zzzzz
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tour the world,
adopt all the animals in the world,
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have a porsche,
or a mazda,
be a successful illustrator,
and...ok,i am not that greedy.
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